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It's really haunting... they are werid... crazy!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Ken kept asking me last night... "how are they affecting u..."

I replied to him many times.. that the thought of them are enough to make me feel paranoid...
And if given a choice i don't even wanna acknowledge them as my parent-in-law...

this might not sound right... but ur mum's stuffs is making me go berserk!!!

I had a dream that my mum is going to suffer from dementia... and i told her.. i need to get her some medication... and she asked if it's really necessary....

I said to her.. YES YES YES YES YES!!! in a very frantic manner.... And... I said to her. That if she doesn't eat her medicine.. she will go crazy.. And.. she'll be like Ken's mother.... She's Crazy!! It's very irritating and it's very mentally draining....

Now i wake up feeling so tensed up... my heart is still beating so fast... And i find it difficult to concentrate on my exams...

Please... leave ur mother away from me... I really can't take it...

I feel so paranoid.. i feel so... like.. mentally tortured... and i feel so... i can't describe... but.. it's really somthing that.. is haunting... the way they behave, his mum, his dad... All.. they things that they do, the lives that they seems to be destroying.. me, ken, J, Serene... is that all??

I really starting to hate them more each day...
And... they are really like ghost... haunting me... even in my dreams....

~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, April 10, 2008