Just a little note...
What i have from now.. till.......... Maybe when i start work!!
23rd April = Financial Institution exam
25th April = Nano technology
28th April = PR FINAL module exams + Assignment due dates
5th May = PR Graduation project due
8th May = FYP Poster presentation hm...
Once over...
Assuming everything pass!
And.. i'm an official Bachelorette!!
Heh... Bachelor in BioEngineering (Hon.) & Diploma graduate in PR and Mass Communication!!!
This year... is a tough year for me...
Having gone through a lot of shit with Ken...
Things are really seemingly getting a lot better...
Over the past whole year... There were many mood swings were i was often upset and aimless, especially in those holiday times...
Not knowing what to do...
It's like... i'm reaching a cross road... A junction that... the turn i take more of less decide, and also path out my future...
thoughts like... 'what i wanna do in the future?' often make me feel angry because i'm basically a jack of all trades and a master of none! There seems to be nothing i'm really very passionate about.
In my younger days when choosing for secondary sch, JC and even Uni course... I often had to stand at a junction, struggle... Think through and cry and wail and be so upset... just trying to squeeze out an answer- an answer of what do i want.. what do i like?
Many people who are smart are given the talent and priviledge to pursue something that they like... or just that something that they are good at... People who may not be that lucky, they are driven by the need for money and they work hard and ultimately reaching somewhere... Some people who are not as lucky... Will be satisfied with the things that is offered to them... A route that is paved for them...
But i felt unlucky.. because I'm not too lousy... yet.. i'm not good enough in many aspect that I've learnt... Like in Music, i have a grade 8, and may complete my diploma. But i have no talent it in.. like.. a friend, Zixiang... he was the top MEP student in Dunman, just looking at him play the keyboard, piano is enough to memorizes many girls...
I don't have passion like Lynn, who gave up her Cambridge law scholarship just to study medicine in Singapore....
I'm just a simple girl... no talent... not good enough...
Now i'm at the cross road again... But this time.. this decision is really a major one... what to choose.. where to go... what to do...
I've somehow decided....
Not that i have already been offered... but these choices were diversified enough for me to think through what kinda life style.. standards and what i really, or... rather.. not say really.. but.. to eliminate what i do not want... heh...
#1. A 18 mth research and stock analyst leading on to a trading job.#2. A teaching associate in a polytechnic
#3. Financial Advisor
#4. Funding Manager with A*Star Biomedical Council
#5. Biomedical Sales Rep
Well, i chosen #1! heh... I see that it can give me the best prospect...
Hm... feeling nausea now... shall rest.. will come back soon.. for more....
Labels: career, Mattel Inc.
~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, April 22, 2008