My friday 13th came a little too late... i mean.. 1 week later...
My 20th April was crazy! i had a whole day of shit that day...
Before i start off.. let me have some shortcut for introduction of the big bosses and sup that i'm working for...
So.. in our hierachy... I report to KK, who reports to Hong, Eric also reports to Hong and Kong, and Kong also reports to Hong...
Ok.. it started of with work at 8am...
When i first reach work... i got an email from Hong which was cc to all, me, eric, kong and kk. In it.. it pointed out a mistake that i've made...
This mistake could have been prevented from reaching him.. if... eric had amended it.. but before that.. it wouldn't reach Eric, if KK had given a review... But then it voice down to me.. not having done it correctly...
So.. then.. when KK arrived at office.. i pointed out to him that i'd this mistake and i do know waht's going on.. and what's wrong and what needs to be amended...
Then... he asked if i did reply to Hong, which i didn't.. so he did the explanation... and i did the amendments...
I felt bad about it.. since it was my mistake that i didn't correct it very first hand.. so.. when i went into the plant, i decided to write an apology...
that mail was sent out.. Hong was not at his desk.. so was Kong and Eric was on leave... Only KK saw the email.. and he replied with "actually nor entirely ur fault... and etc..."
And he IM me.. asking me not to take the blame next time..
So i said sorry to him... then he told me that he has got more things that he'd want me to do..
NExt... i went for the walk through. the usual procedures which the IPT team had to go thru every morning... And so.. yeap.. during the walkthrough... lean metrics review, Hong know that i look sianz... which is not the usual self... And KK had knocked a wooden file on my hand.. and *ouch*
Then... i felt so paiseh that i had gone pass the hierachy and apologise to people... But i felt sincere about the apology..., that i wasn't vigilant enough when doing work.. so i apologise la...
then... came afternoon.. some data that i entered was wrong.. but it was a whole lot of complicated shit.. cos.. everytime i do it.. i have doubts... and whenever i'm doubtful.. i'll need to ask someone.. and my previous direct sup.. HL, was always not around... and so is KK.. i'm always left alone.. by myself.. so sickening.. then i had no one to ask.. question.. and i have to leave my stuffs aside.. half done.. and to get back to those things... trying to remember things that i couldn't get done again...
Then... i was so stressed up in the afternoon.. cos Kk was trying to teach me.. brief me stuffs... just that his character is those that speaks quickly.. gets stressed up too.. and being a senior IE.... he's very careful and detailed unlike me...
Then... as i was changing the stuffs in that folder.. i realise that there's only 'read only' access. that i was having... So.. i had to wait for KK to clsoe the file first..
But i decided that i should just save a copy and do other things.. and as i closed it.. i realise ti need to change something else... so.. i clicked onto the shortcut that i have on my desk top... and... " cannot locate..... file... etc.." I had straight adrenaline rush in my brain!!
I decided to start my search.. after i couldn't fine it.. i went to HL for help.. when she first learn the problem... she was dumbstrucked ... then she said... " if this information is gone.. it's a very serious problem..."
I told her to search for the file.. and it was in another folder... she asked if i had moved it... i thought a while.. and i decided that i don't even have access tot that folder.. but anyway.. she moved it back...
I was so flustered and stressed up. i decided to walk to the pantry to get myself a water...
As it was dispensing the hot water.. i got distracted.. and i scalded my fingers... so i decided to run it under the tap...
The HR secretary(as usual the KPO people) can into the pantry... and saw what happened... And told me to look for Mary.. the co nurse... which i thought it's not necessary...
i decided to go back to my desk later.. but it gets stinging and hurt later... so i decided to have a walk to the nurse...
Things continue to get stressful as time passes by... Hm... only at the end of it.. my big boss wrote nice emails to help encourage and stuffs... and KK treat me to HERSHEY!
The finale of whatever happened was u had a fall that hurt my knee so bad!! argh...
And that i pissed my friends off.. because i had a heart pull.. and it wasn't the first time they saw me having it.. and wanted me to see a doctor.. yet i made a joke out of it... yeap... so.. that's my Friday the 13 came too late!!!!
~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, April 22, 2007