I know i've been missing from blogspot.. since.. 31st January...
I've been working... and doign my own stuffs... hm...
There are so many happy gfs around recently... They are basking in enjoyment... love... and pamper of their beloved boyfriends...
Wendy jie jie is getting married on 12th May..
congrats.. and yeay! i get to be the Jie Mei!! hahaha...
Saw Chris Hew (orange) the other day... and i saw how happy and attached to her boyfriend.. i felt glad for her...
Then was Fernie... it was surprising that she posed the question:" aye, what if i get married next year... would u all be surprise?"
For this girl... i will be surprise... and happy for her...
I always wanted to get married young... but i think it is rather impossible ever since i broke up with CK... that kinda only love and nothing else's feeling is no longer within me...
I've become a so much more practical girl.. with all those people hang around me...
Seeing people, a new girl whom i met some time ago... Joelle... that she's now with her bf.. for more than 10 years... and yet... they are still not married...
Dave, a colleague whom i know of... broke up with his ex gf... just before the application of HDB...
It's so sad...
Then Ken now has no faith in marriage... no faith in relationship... Hm...
I have doubts in him.. because we seem to be always in conflict when communication...
I have no longer interest in going dating with Ken... because all the time that we met... We seem to be always in deep thoughts... deep analysis... thinking about many issues... money issues and stuffs...
Don't feel happy around... More of content... love... and satisfaction...
It's no longer... pampered.. 'in love' and dating...
Why is it so?
hm.... argh....
I'm unhappy... all these while.. but what can i do?
I'm in love.. yet i'm not in love...
I'm attached.. yet i'm not attached...
I'm happy.. yet i'm not happy...
WTF! life sucks!!!
~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, March 18, 2007