Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I must say.. Ken is a superb man.... He is so wonderful.. that whichever girl.. i dislike.. *zap* off his phone list... Well, not that he's really doing it for me.. but he is doing it for me.. and himself.. cos.. he can't be bothered who's in who's not in the list.. or rather.. for some people...
This girl which he zapped off.. a JC friend of mine... she was in the same class as him last semester.. u know.. in uni.. everybody takes messed up modules.. hence... during last sem.. my much more handsome Ken (then was the much much prettier elena too!) was taking some general electives.. and that.. he got to know some girls.. out of which... 3/4 of them were my JC and sec sch classmates...
And then.. 1 month ago, when i was in NUS waiting for Ken. This same girl.. walked pass me, she asked what i'm doing there.. and i said: "waiting for Ken." And !#%^&*%$#@#$%^, she can point to me the exact direction that Ken is working in.. all thanks to bloody ken who often like to send mass emailing and smsing to people.. going like this" Yo, how are u doing? I'm***** and... what about u?"
WTF.. he seriously got big problem in my opinion... or at least.. the least he can do is to scan and filter off.. some contacts... like... u know... men=low frequency, women=high frequency(since high f stuffs irritate people) or u can classify in other ways..
Pass them through the passive low pass filter!!!! heh.. my electronics geek stuff from today's exam...
Ok.. lame!
Oh.. to make clear.. it's obvious that that girl is interested in him.. else. i'm too paranoid.. cos she has TTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOO much free time... She can remind him when it's time to watch apprentice... and that chang jiang show on wed n thurs!!!! shit right.... who will do that. i don't even do that for my much BLINDLY and STUPIDLY loved ck... F*** right...
Sometimes i feeel so fortunate... Unlike my other girlfriends and last time.. when i have to deal with other girl issue that concern my bf... Ken makes me feel so secure... AND STRESS!!!
the more number he deleted from his phonebook.. the more wide my eyes become... bearing in mind that someday he will delete all my numbers away... Anyway, i just feel he should be more open in my business.. *irregardless of how i should feel about his business* because.. when he controls too much.. i'll do what i did to JJ and CK in the past.. to do things behind their back.. just so as to prevent quarreling... u know.. those who knows me know la... but those who don't know.. don't mistaken me... i just went out with people.. and clubbing with gf and stuffs...
I wonder where does all the love in Ken came from... He dotes on me like a princess.. wah... He gives in to everything... or almost anything that i want.. that i demand.. that i asked for.. wth....
Ken pays for some of my online shopping.. which is quite a few hundred bucks... hm.. anyway... Ken is broke... and i feel i'm the cause of it.. though not really.. he doesn't stop spending when i ask him to... So.. now how?! how to feel secure with this man.. spending like nobody's business.. alamak!!
I had a dream.. that Ken was out with some friend.. and i called him... and he gave me all the details of who's late for how many minutes.. a litltle freaky.. then again... i'm glad... it's Ken... he's a handsome boyfriend... and a nice one too...
~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, November 28, 2006