I was so angry.. i don't even know if i should call that emotion as being angry...
nvm.. he picked up a girl on the train, with the simple topic of a thumb drive!
WTF!
I mean.. he's this kind.. i don't believe that people should never ever change.. but rather change at the appropriate time..
And it's natural and only right.. i feel, in my point of view.. that for a guy...
after u have a girlfriend.. u should stop talking to stranger GIRL... and that u should not be exchanging numbers and watever all so often.. or perhaps.. not even do it...
It's not about right or wrong.. not about values.. but something that one should ought to do in order to show sincerity and love.. or watever crap isn't it so?!
And for a girl, not to go around flirting and giving away numbers.. or never to approach stranger man to initiate a chat.. i mean.. really strangers... co-workers and friend's friend's.. acquaintance in some socail gatherings and stuff. i can understand.. but not some girl who approach u on the internet or some girl who is holding on to a thumb drive! KEN THAT BUGGER!!!
yeah yeah yeah.. he picked me up.. but he was single.. i maybe even desperate!
Doing such a thing now, that he's with me...wth... telling me that i'm of no value..
and that i'm so bloody busy.. he has to chat up with other people...
he gives reasons that he does not differentiate friends... so.. it doesn't matter if it's a guy or a girl.. who the hell cares.. if u have a bf or u have a gf, u jolly well.. BEHAVE! yourself.. watch ur actions!!
bloody hell...
i was so *don't know what kinda feeling * that i just hit him anyhow...
pain?! i don'tknow.. but u should know that my strength is not that small lla... hor... get it?!
3 shit on 3 weekend.. how to carry on?!
He claimed that he didn't know that it'll hurt so much.. now that he knows.. he won't do it...
I know he has no ill intention, but the actions is not forgivable.. because he doesn't behave.. and... hey hey.. tel u pepps something he said.. got me so fumed up!
he said:" i'm sorry, i didn't mean to hurt u with my actions.. though they have NO ILL INTENTION.."
who the hell does this kinda apology with an * behind telling u that i'm apologising so that can make u feel better.. but i'm not in the wrong.. cos i didn't know... What a bf i have... gosh!
~AuRo`Na~
Monday, October 30, 2006