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A tribute to Ken...

Thursday, September 28, 2006

I'm getting more and more techie... haha...
First.. i'm using my laptop... um.. Fujitsu laptop.. super good.. super fast! Wow!!
And i'm using the window vista interface... super cool.. and super nice.. see the pictures.. i can even make it like transparent!!! wow!!! hahaha...

I'malso using the 3M Digital Post-it! wonderful!! i have my own memoboard on the desk top!!!

My laptop is running faster.. i use the keyboard more than the mouse now...
Not for typing of course.. but to cruise around the stuffs...
WOW!

Then... a very big thank you to Ken... for my new K800i... wanted to trade in the N70 to Singtel...
But bloody hell.. i can only get $250 cos.. i don't have my original memory card... So.. i went sourcing around.. and finally got a price that is close to 400.. but due to lack of this and lack of that.. i sold it for a final $300.. but i'm satisfied with the price.. since.. i can get to keep the memory card... WOW!!

K800i! the most perfect phone i have ever had.. nothing can ever be better than this!!!! I can't believe it... I love sony ericsson... It has all the technology.. space.... and great camera feature... i don't ahve to bring out a camera... well.. not that i have one.. but i don't have an extra bulk to carry. and the k800i is so much lighter than my N70! plus.. lighter than the other phone i have.. the N7370.. that swirvel phone... haha... yeap yeap.. i have 2 phones... and my mum is also using the swirvel phone with me. so is ken.. i'm gonna get kent o change phone soon.. change it to K800i too!!! wow!!

~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, September 28, 2006

different phase of life

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

when you are in different phase of your life with your partner. You think differently, you behave differently, you want different things...

I had been sick these few days... Even a normal friend tongkuan called me last night to ask if i'm ok... and had been very willing to help in whatever thing i needed...

I went back home on monday.. all cause i'm more willing to do things for ken nowadays... cos i love him more... Sometimes i felt he was being selfish... well, maybe because i always do not give in... so when there is a chance that he can be selfish then he just give it all out...

Then came tuesday... i was busy... and was rushing around the whole day... now i'm sicker... i had fever last night... i didn't go to school because i was emotionally unstable as well...

Why.. because, ken wasn't there when i need him... Not even a simple phone call... He was out with his friend. i don't know which friend. i don't bother to know... i just know that he was having fun.. socialising the was he wanted to... cos i have no time for him anymore...

What upsets me is... Why is it that whenever my boyfriend is sick... i was always there... even when ken is sick... he was at my place resting... a few weeks back.. and months back when he wasn't even my boyfriend... and he was at my hall.. he was sick.. fever... so hot.. i took care of him the whole night... and i was worried.. had to keep checking on him...

Yes... i may not be that sick.. but why is it that whenever i'm sick.. my boyfriend are not with me... it was like that when it was with CK... now... i'm sick... and Ken's not even around...

To think yesterday, i was worried that his tuition student kept him there and out of concern i called him to se if he's ready to go hm to rest early... He's already with some friends... out.. socialising or meeting up... Not even replying the msgs that i sent... i still thought that he was busy with tuition... Hate this kind when i'm trying to be considerate... then all i know is that he wasn't even busy... he was relaxing away.... I don't know.. i don't like that feeling...

I'm sure he know that feeling better than i do.. having not been reciprocated for more than 4/5 months....in the beginning of the year...

I'm not angry.... i don't normally stay angry for too long... Like what a friend of mine said... i'm diverting the blame all on myself... Now i don't like the way i can't understand that he need to socialise... i don't understand the need for him to be free...

I think i suck sometimes... but... then again... I thought i will be well taken care of... but where's ken? when i needed him? I don't normally need a guy... but where's he when i needed him..

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, September 13, 2006