I haven't been really studying hard this sem... needless to say why i'm feeling so stressed up now...
This semester begin with a lot of crap.. from Ken.. and CK.. and most importantly.. myself... terrible terrible terrible!!!
I got into the mood of knowing that i'm bettter of.. perhaps.. as a law student.. and better still a mass communication student... after telling ken that.. i think i should do a biological drama for my FYP-final year project!
Then from that day onwards, i feel that i'm wasting my time here in NTU doing bioengineering!! terrible shit me!
Yesterday started off fine with studying at about 11+... Studying for today's exams, or so i thought... only at 4 + that i realise that i've been studying for friday's module... alamak!
Then i went hysterical for a while.. and got fine, after realising that it's better that i have little time left to study for molecular biology than to have that amount of time for Intro to cell... anyway.. it doesn't make too much difference.. since both are as difficult... And i'm doom!
By evening, i bought a packet of nescafe 2-in-1 coffee mix and decided to make coffee... And i did.. and i did a lot.. i used up like 20 packets of coffee and end up with a filled 1.5l bottle... And 3 bottles of the mineral water...
Then i read and study... Till 4 am... with some jokes in between... and at the end... i read through the past year paper!!! and then... I REALISE THAT I STILL DON"T KNOW ANYTHING!! how?!
-just thought that this will be a good time to complain... and vent out.. and must destress a bit.. well.. a lot... i'll be heading for the war in 1.30pm!
~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, April 18, 2006