It's all coming back to me...a li
Thursday, January 26, 2006
I can't get him out of my mind... He seems to be everywhere i go... can't blame myself.. since i've been with him in NTU for too long a time...
I wonder how things should be for me right now...
I mean.. all of u know how hard it is to let go.. to move on... my gf's sure do.. it seems that we've all been through the heart broken.. state... But only the difference is... my man did nothing wrong to me... and he waan't the one who asked me to go... i was the one who chose to let go...
Am i foolish...
Indeed, happiness is important... but.. is it worth it?! When u really lose someone u sincerely.. truly love.. and u know u can continue loving even if u get hurt sometimes...
Should one pursue happiness... irregardless of if there's love...
Or should one hold to to love...
I used to pray and wish for happiness when i was with him... but now... i wish that there can be more than that... if i have to be with ken for long... i have to know that.. i can't just survive on happiness and joy...
I need love.. and i need to love him more.. a lot more...
Otherwise... my heart will always be somewhere else....
~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, January 26, 2006