~A Shiny Star~

Name : Elena Lim
Nick: Moo, AuRo'Na

Adores:
Beautiful scenery

~Quotes~
  • A Blithe Heart Makes A Blooming Visage...
  • We give up leisure in order that wemay have leisure...
  • If you're great at something, tell everyone. If you're GREAT at something, they'll tell u...
  • L.U.C.K~ Laboring Under Correct Knowledge
  • There is no intrinsic truth hidden in the experiences and encounters of life...

~May our wishes come true~

happy?!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005


Why can i say i'm happy like others are...

Every single day.. there are people.. blushing.. and going around.. doing chores and terrible jobs.. but they find joy and happiness in doing thing...

People who don't have as many clothes.. can say they are happy..
People who don't have as many watches as me.. can say they ar happy...
People who don't have a boyfriend can say they are happy....
People who don't have a drivin licence... can say they are happy..
People who aren't as smart as me.. can say they are happy...
People who doesn't even go to University... can say they are happy...
People who are fatter than i am.. can say they are happy..
People who aren't as well off as me.. can say they are happy...
People who don't have as good a home to stay as me.. can say they are happy...
People who ain't as pretty as me can say they are happy..

Please people.. tell me what is missing in my life.. why do i not feel happy at all?
Why do i wake up everyday dreading that i didn't just go away.. an i have to wake up and live my life... live this unhappy state of my life..
Why do i wake up in the morning.. thinking" F***... shit.. another new day.."

Why am i not happy. i keep telling people that .. what they always wish for.. like a car.. a house.. a bf.. a whatever.. is just for the sake of happiness.. that's all that i'm asking for.. i just want to be happy...

I have everything in the world.... people.. friends.. family.. $$... not that bad a brain.. and looks.. what am i short off??

Feel so miserable.. don't know why... y can't i be happy..

All i wish for is to be happy... nothing else.. i'm not a materialistic... or useless person.. or anything like that... please.. i want to be happy!

I want to tell the world that i'm happy.. like 2yrs n 7 month ago.. when i broke up wiht JJ.. i told the whole world.. to be happy for me.. cos i'm happier now...

What's wrong with me! i shuckx.... ah~~~~!!!!!!!!!


~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, October 04, 2005