~A Shiny Star~

Name : Elena Lim
Nick: Moo, AuRo'Na

Adores:
Beautiful scenery

~Quotes~
  • A Blithe Heart Makes A Blooming Visage...
  • We give up leisure in order that wemay have leisure...
  • If you're great at something, tell everyone. If you're GREAT at something, they'll tell u...
  • L.U.C.K~ Laboring Under Correct Knowledge
  • There is no intrinsic truth hidden in the experiences and encounters of life...

~May our wishes come true~

sick n tired?!

Saturday, June 25, 2005


Recently, i find that things are slowing down between the both of us...
Things, i feel are starting to become more and more bored...

Is it due to a long standing relationship?!
Is it just because he's just too tired?!
Is it just me?!

Absence makes the heart grow fonder...
Perhaps we have been seeing each other almost everyday for the week... And the absence of absence has made things or rather us... seems less fond of each other...

There's this thing between us that is rather special..
I LOVE YOU = 3 squeezes on the arm, thighs or hand...

He has yet to stop giving me the 3 squeezes...
He claims that i know always exactly what he's doing...
He claims that i have control over his life...
He wasn't afraid to bring me to the place where he works as a swimming instructor...
He wasn't afraid to bring me to the clinic he worked at...

He said that he has nothing more to hide.. and i know everything... inside out...

But i don't feel happy.. i don't feel satisfied...
Whenever something is not in my favor... i get pissed off.. sianz...

I think i'm in the depression mood again!
kinda super sianz...
Today i saw how he chooses a bag for his mum's birthday present...
He wanted a bag... without any open compartment for anyone to slide the hands in to grab something from there...
I think he really love his mum..
Then i thought of the conversation i had with JJ yeterday.. how he flared up because his brother was rude to his mum... and i thought of how my brother will dote on my mum...

They really are mum's boy... Or rather, all men are mum's boy...
Hm.. instinct?!

I'm feeling so damn bored now... Nothing to do... no aim... no goal...

I did 2 model are for him... one HONDA INTEGRA type R, the other, HONDA CIVIC type R...

I failed my driving... it's a shame.. i got no points demerit on the road.. one stupid mud motorist cause me to get an immediate failure! if only he was more steady!
The tester kept saying that he enjoyed my driving.. and i drove well.. but too bad the incident happened in the circuit... And he can't close 1 eye...
What can i do?! right?!

i cook for him just now... beek steak.. i think it's delicious... seriously... i think it's good...
ai... i feel so lost!
sucker!
life sucks!!!


~AuRo`Na~
Saturday, June 25, 2005