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WTF is goin on?!

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

haiz... it's so damn shitty... don't even know what the F*** is going on...

Met him this morning... chatted with him... bought him an exfoliating skin towel...
But i feel so distant away from him...
Why?
sometimes i really hate men hanging out together for too long a time...
They tend to losea sense of feeling... they can't seem to feel things anymore...
Can't seem to understand a lot of things...

I feel that he's very 'guo fen'...
Taking things for granted... taking things like as though it's his own world...
Yeah right.. he's busy... with this and that... poor fellow.. and i did promise to give in to anything...
But does that give him the right to ill treat me? to take me for granted?
Talk to me whenever he wants to?
Tell me things like... " i don't wanna talk to you now!"
WTF is this!?

How can he talk to me like this?
He just hung up on me...

I feel so manipulated! Why is he doing such a thing to me?
Has he stopped loving me?

Sometimes i feel that his hatred for the way he has been treated at hm.. is so directed to me... the hatred for the 'disowning' of him... by his father...

I feel that he has directed all those hatred at me...
I hope he realises things sooner... if not things are going to suffer...
I'm so heart broken!

No more sweet words.. no more sweet moments... no more of anything...

ONLY SWEET MEMORIES... that's so sad...

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, June 01, 2005