~A Shiny Star~

Name : Elena Lim
Nick: Moo, AuRo'Na

Adores:
Beautiful scenery

~Quotes~
  • A Blithe Heart Makes A Blooming Visage...
  • We give up leisure in order that wemay have leisure...
  • If you're great at something, tell everyone. If you're GREAT at something, they'll tell u...
  • L.U.C.K~ Laboring Under Correct Knowledge
  • There is no intrinsic truth hidden in the experiences and encounters of life...

~May our wishes come true~

when i wake up...

Friday, May 27, 2005


When i wake up... i felt upset... i wasn't woken up by anything last night...
I wasn'e woken up by his phone call last night.. he did not call me...

Again... i begin to doubt... doubt his words..
I'm in a big dilemma... in me.. psart of me tells myself that.. i can trust.. him...
Part of me says that... it won't happen...
U know.. silent break?!

But we both have our hearts... and the morning before everything has happened.... He was still planting kisses on my cheecks... in the morning.. before anything has happened... he was still singing my praises that now i look prettier... The night after we had a chat.. and before he leave me aside to think of his own matter... he still commented that... "how can don't want my moo moo?! she so pretty now..."

I'm feeling so lost... i thought i could let things go... last night... before i went to sleep...
I thought i'll be so much better in the morning.. when i wake up...
I have faith. i have hope....


I guess it's the waiting that is making me feel so uncomfortable...

I woke up... i think of him...
It feels so uncomfortable inside... but i'm not crying...
I don't know why...

It's 6.30am now... i'm prepareing to go for my last day of teaching...
It's so difficult to face a class of students and keep smling to them.. it's so much more difficult than just doing the office work part! can anyone understand...?!?!?!

When will he call me again...

"I rather spend bad times with you... than good times with someone else..."

If anyone of u have heard the song before.. Colin Raye_ Love me... well... it depicts my story... and i hope i have a similiar ending to that song...

Please darling.. u have to hold on... i need you back... i thought i could let go... last night before i sleep...

But i can't... Please get back to me... I'm waiting for ur call... to " bao jia yin"...

I'm still praying... for you to have the strength and clarity in your head...
I'm still hoping... for myself and u... have faith....


~AuRo`Na~
Friday, May 27, 2005