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~Quotes~

A Blithe Heart Makes A Blooming Visage...
We give up leisure in order that wemay have leisure...
If you're great at something, tell everyone. If you're GREAT at something, they'll tell u...
L.U.C.K~ Laboring Under Correct Knowledge
There is no intrinsic truth hidden in the experiences and encounters of life...

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Saturday, May 14, 2005

I feel upset about small little things... i feel insecure... I think there's no need to... but in fact i think i am.. can't deny that i still do.. feel upset and insecure about something that happened last july... till now.. i can't help but think that... he's still doing something behind my back...

Yes indeed, maybe he's doing it to make me feel happy, make me feel gd... But when tihngs are in such a way that.. i know that he's doing something.. yet, i don't know what... but i do know what he's doing something that i don't like... argh... u get what i mean?! i hate it when my world revolves all around him... i hate it when all my emotions are so dependent on him!! and i hate him!!! argh...

I hate his non chalant ness...
i hate his nonsense....
i hate his male chuvanist! i hate a lot more about him!! why then am i still so attached to him!!! i need to break free~~~!!!

i can't feel secure...
Should i blame myself?! or is he to be blamed?! for his inept to secure me?!

MY grandma's very ill now... maybe going away anytime soon... *sobsob*
Memories of we spending time together keep coming back to me...
But nothing we can do about how bad the situation is...
I'm already starting to miss her... miss her...

~AuRo`Na~
Saturday, May 14, 2005