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28th May morning...

Saturday, May 28, 2005

I met him yesterday... he came over to my place to get bicycle...

He said he need to be alone... and he still needs time.. as he's very confuse...
I can understand why... especially when he has such a parent...

I should hate them... but i dont' know why... i'm not... instead i find them very ridiculous...
In the way they think...

I fall asleep feeling so good last night... able to see him once again.. after 3 long days of wait... My anticipation.. did pay off... I know.. the earliest i could see him would be yesterday night... latest... i don't know when...

I felt good... cos i was to see him once again... cos i know he's really cherishing us... cos i know... he's still in love with me...

I can't blame him for not making a decision... it's hard... something which we will not experience... something that u and i will not come across... we are very fortunate... They are very ridiculous...

He was very zun when he called... i was just walking towards the main entrance of the driving centre... I was so damn glad!! very so damn glad!!

Instead of just taking the bicycle home... we managed to spend some time.. cuddling... i miss him so much... feel so gd... to be in his arms... nothing... is better than that... He still looks the same... And i have to praise myself... for being able to laugh and smile to make him do so too!! i think i'm super!! I know yesterday's meeting is just to take the bicycle... and it doesn't mean it's the end of the cool off period... But at least.. i know... that... i'm in his heart... and my wait is worthy... He is indeed thinking of solutions and ways...

He love me very much.. that's why the solution is hard to make...

He too very much want to be together...

It's very saddening... that when two people love each other so much... yet.. find it hard to be together... it's not hatred... not unlikeness... not miscommunication... but by circumstances...

I thought today will be a good day after seeing him...

I was wrong... i still can't get over the matter.... I know he'll be strong... but how strong?!
He told me to take this as a break... i teared... i said " once u r gone.. u will not come back!"
I was very reassured by his words that " I'm not breaking up with you!"

I love him... very much.. life is now very hard for him... i pray... i really pray that things wil get through... very much.... i pray that his results will be good... Any good follower of any GOD! pray for me... u all are good people.. ur GOD will listen to you...
Please help us...

We will... i will.... have a lot of faith in this relationship.... we believe... i hope everyone believe in us too!!!!!!!!!

I'm looking forward to see him again... soon...

~AuRo`Na~
Saturday, May 28, 2005