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moving on?! going apart?!

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

In the midst of talks about going overseas to thailand...
Having his laundry in my room...
His clothes drying on my clothes line....
An action figure, so called of him... a guy in karate suit key chain...
A cow stuff toy called, Moo Cha lying on my bed with my everynight... and on his bed, Moo chi....
A joint account...
Photos of him, instead of my family's photo...
There are so many things... in my room, in my hall, in my house... in Singapore that reminds me of him...

I think it's time i get ready for a break up...
I think he's getting sick and tired of me...
Won't say it's my fault... sometimes, u don't have to be in the wrong to be disliked...
He's pissed off with me... since Friday, which was my birthday... He 'luan' for the past few days... And perhaps. this is a sign, this is a signal...

I do love him very much... but... hate him as well... Don't know how to describe my feelings... Very much want him and need him...

He's now pissed off with me for sayign things that hurt him.. for pissing him off... But little did he try to take into consideration that he had made me upset before i can say those kind of things to him...

As much as he's pissed, i'm upset too... Will he call me tonight?!

He claims that he has been very nice to me... calling me.. even though he's pissed off with me... Who in the world say this kinda things.... argh!!

~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, March 08, 2005