AsPire To InSpiRe... BefoRe U eXpire...

into... 12th march 2005

Saturday, March 12, 2005

One more day to our 2nd anniversary... Many people asked, why hold on when you're so upset all the time... u keep giving... and he keep receiving...

Away from that topic first... on Monday, he went missing for one whole day... no calls... no sms.. nothing at all from him... Said he was asked to go home...
In me.. i knew that there maybe different reasons for getting out of school...
1. he was really asked to go hm...
2. he didn't want to face me...
3. he was so sick of work.. and just want to go home.. for the gym...
4. he wanted to get me my present...

of course.. with his attitude and pissed off voice.. i darent' even think of the last option....

On tuesday he came back to school... when he called me.. he sounded very pissed off with me... claimed that i check on him.. by coming into his room.. i was like.. WTF! cos his clothes were in my room.. so i brought them over.. and bring them over.. of course i unpacked things and stuff.s.. then he claimed that he's unhappy with the idea that i spend half an hour in a room with a half naked man... who's his roomie... but.. i was packing his things for him la..

Nvm... about that... la... since it's over.. just that i was damn bloody pissed off... didn't feel taht i did anything wrong.. and i was scolded... Anyway... After that.. he told me that he misses me.. a lot.. the night b4... and he said he thought about it.. and felt that... i'm still the best..

Listening to all these.. frankly.. i dont' know to rejoice or not?!
He bought me this pair of star shape diamond earrings... and said..." This is the first time in my life.. i'm getting a real piece of jewellery for a girl."-rejoice?!

These few days... are fine.. except for some matters that are going on... but i dont' feel like talking about it now....

Tomorrow's the anniversary... I don't feel elated... i don't think that it's something to rejoice or whatever about.. perhaps.. it's not my first relationship.. into it's 2nd year...

For him.. this is the first relationship.. which stretches for so long... perhaps.. i should say congrtulations to him... ahah... let me think things through... and i'll tell u people more.. in the mean time.. comments.. i wanna talk... haaha..

~AuRo`Na~
Saturday, March 12, 2005