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dissapointment...

Thursday, March 17, 2005

I'm often feeling a sense of disappointment... From the various things that people do to me.. or things that they do in any events... Perhaps...my expectations are often too high to be attained. Or perhaps he's really not up to it...

Sometimes.. i may be overboard and gives no allowance to excuses. Like when he say he will come over.. if he changes his mind last minute cos he's tired or whatever, i'll get upset... I won't be happy. I think most of the time is because... i feel that he hasn't put in enough...

Cos i can swear i never change or break my promise towards him... when i say i will meet him.. or that i'll accompany him in any manner.. i never fail to do so...

Sometimes it's just so sad... so pathetic... So unhappy and so demanding of me...

Sometime people ask me.. why am i giving in so much? well, because i feel that there's hope...
I'm constantly looking out for mistakes and the right time to say things.
It's human nature that.. when one does things... he/she hopes to be reciprocated in the same manner..

let me quote an example, when u say 'I Love U' to your love one... Don't you actually hope he/she reciproate back with a 'I Love U'?

So.. no matter how bad someone treats me.. and if that person means a lot to me.. i'll try that person well.. cos i have hope.. and i 'm hoping.. constantly that my love, my concern, care will be reciprocated back....

~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, March 17, 2005