AsPire To InSpiRe... BefoRe U eXpire...

~Quotes~

A Blithe Heart Makes A Blooming Visage...
We give up leisure in order that wemay have leisure...
If you're great at something, tell everyone. If you're GREAT at something, they'll tell u...
L.U.C.K~ Laboring Under Correct Knowledge
There is no intrinsic truth hidden in the experiences and encounters of life...

~May our wishes come true~

10 minutes

Monday, March 07, 2005

i have to call my bf.. in 10 minutes time... nad. i believe.. 10 minutes is sufficient for me to vent my anger and sorrows... I've upset him with my words.. over the weekend... And i'm very upset now... I know what i've done, but i know too what he has done to me... I malign him... and made him upset.. for that.. i feel upset too.. and had apologise... now.. he's pissed with me... upset that i pissed him off... But me too upset.. that he didn't take into consideration that he has made me upse too.. and there are parts whereby he's in the wrong too...

I feel like a fool... and i feel terribly upset... what have i done to deserve this... i know he's busy... and hence have no time to accompany me on my birthdya.. i took the initiative to stay back in school to accompany him instead...

He can't get me prezzie.. and didn't ahve time for that.. i can understand.. but i feel upset that i received none frmo him... Though it's not that i must get something from him... but the fact that i didn't upsets me..

I don't know what's wrong to deserve this... that.. whenever there's a big day coming.. christmas.. new year.. and my birthday some conflict must arrive...

Yesterday.. as i blow my candle.. i made a wish.. which has since.. last year.. be the only wish i ever wish for.. yearn for. and hope for... I just want to be happy!!!

~AuRo`Na~
Monday, March 07, 2005