AsPire To InSpiRe... BefoRe U eXpire...

~Quotes~

A Blithe Heart Makes A Blooming Visage...
We give up leisure in order that wemay have leisure...
If you're great at something, tell everyone. If you're GREAT at something, they'll tell u...
L.U.C.K~ Laboring Under Correct Knowledge
There is no intrinsic truth hidden in the experiences and encounters of life...

~May our wishes come true~

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I had my hair coloured and cut today... first time ever in my life i coloured my hair... plus treatment.. this is the amount it cost... hm.. my hair.. a little brown.. at closer look, you'll see that there's this reddish part.. which sometimes is hidden... sometimes is not... haah.. it's made to be the kind which goes..."now u see it.. now u don't!" Very much want to capture it down for your view.. but don't ahve a gd enough camera now to take and have it uploaded... hm...

Since friday... i've been waiting.. waiting.. and waiting for his phone call... his presence.. for him to say that he misses me.. wants to see me and stuffs... but that doesn't happen..

This afternoon, he called and said that he wants to come over to look for me.. but it's now... 10+pm, but he isn't here.. no replies from him.. though i've sent like 4/5 messages.... no phone call from him to say that he's coming.. or he's NOT coming....

I hate this kind of waiting... When i need u, u are not around... when i want you.. i can't find you...

When u need me, for perhaps just company sake, i'm always a phone call away... but when i say i miss you... i'm always deemed too childish if i argue or demand for you... i'll be also deemed unreasonable... not understanding... what is this world becoming to?! why is it that for eveyrthing i do, i feel that i'm doing something wrong?!

When am i right.. when i don't reply to your sms, i'm wrong for ignoring you...
When u dont' reply to me... it's always cos u r can't be bothered of too busy otherwise, i'll be deemed as too 'fan'... Ahhhhh... this is crazy...

I'm still waiting...

~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, February 22, 2005