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When guys say...

Friday, December 31, 2004

This is kinda childish.. but i think it's interesting anyway.... took from somewhere... enjoy...

When guys are quiet
-Millions of things are running in their mind

When guys are not arguing
-They are thinking deep

When guys look 'staringly' at you
-They are wondering how long you will be around

When guys answer "i'm fine" after a few seconds
-They are not at all fine

When guys stare at you
-They are wondering why you are lying

When guys lay on your chest
-They are wishing for you to be theirs forever

When guys call you everyday
-They are seeking for your attention

When guys want to see you everyday
-They want to be pampered and loved by you

When guys sms you everyday
-They miss you and want you to reply at least once

When guys say they can't live without you
-They have made up their mind that you are their future

When guys say "i miss you"
-No one in this world can miss you more than them

Finally, When guys say 'i love you'
-They mean it

*got these from a good natured guy... so... actually.. i'm still very curious... Is all these true?!
As much as i can always give in to my boyfriend... i've sort of lost confidence in guys... not him... but in GUYS... so very much so... i don't normally trust what they say anymore... especially for some people la... Anyway... guys again.. please verify... and girls.. comment...

~AuRo`Na~
Friday, December 31, 2004

Love... like we never will again...

Something i took from Victor's bloggy without his consent.. i hope he don't mind...

In any relationship, there are three parties, yupz, you got that right, not two but three parties.who are they?they are "Me", "You" and "We". In a fight between couples, "Me" and "You" often get so involved in defending ourselves that they are in danger of endangering "we".

Think about what happens in a bad fight:You start seeing each other as adversary. You lose touch with your own feelings of love or caring for each other. Then you become less willing to share your innermost deepest feelings. You withhold infomation and dig in, becoming even more regid. You begin to see each other in an exagarated, stereotyped way. In every way, it is "we" who suffers silently and ultimately The cardinal principle that underlines everything else is " Protect your Relationship even while in Conflict".

The simple truth is that when you are going to have more arguments you are going to have more fights. The real question is not whether you will "fight" but rather "how well". "Fighting well" means fighting in such a way that protects the long term relationship., even though you may be very unhappy with the other party right now.

We fight precisely cuz we care, if the other party did not matter to us, a dispute would not rouse the antagonism that produces a fight. One or both party would simply walk away from the situation simply cuz it wasnt worth the effort.

But we often lose touch with the sense of caring during a fight. We forgot that we still have a "home base" to protect. That is the reason why we have to make a commitment to ourselves, and to the relationship, during the times when we are not in conflict. The time to make agreements to protect is when you are in touch with how much you care, how much the relationship means to both of you.

Put some deep consideration into relationships you have with people... In any sort of relationship... parental, siblings, there's always a 'we'.

Relationships are what makes the world goes round.
Relationships are what makes the world a better place to live in...
Relationships are what people on their death bed live on and struggle for...

People come and go in our lives... some still exists... while others... leave your life... leaving footprints so deep that no waves can wash them away...

Yesterday met a HIHS senior of mine-Xueyi, we talked about the people whom we knew who have left us for good...

Eugene- Joyce's brother, someone whom i knew since seven... Samuel a guy whom i thought was always a little slow but tried to make friends with me... Ms Neo, once a NIE trainee teacher who had lost of fun...

Yesterday again, in the afternoon, Shifu called and told me about Slyvester's death... He's someone whom i got to know when i first go for thai boxing training... One who believe that i have the stamina to train up for a triathlon... he wanted me to be part of their team... in competition... He was the one who invited me for an All-style martial arts competition... I can remmeber the time i firt saw his tattoo... and how i got a shocked when he told me he's 32 2 years ago... He still owe me a meal...

Uncle Keng Huat passed away on 15th December 2000... I was with him the last 30 days... The kind of hurt his family experience... i know...

Jason, he wanted to meet up with me... but i didn't want too.. though we were neaer enough... Both in orchard... a week after that... he passed away... on a bicycle... he got ran over by a lorry... I went to his wake... in the coffin, i saw a streak of tears...

Just got a call from my mum, she was at the hospital ICU visiting a friend... He's in critical condition...

Life is fragile...
Please my dear friend please take care... be nice to yourself... be nice to others... Sometimes... it maybe true that time's up... and we have to go... But please always be cautious... take care of ur body... Those on the road... especially those on the bike... it sometimes may not be you... it make be someone else... but you'll be the one who'll be hurt...

In the tsunami... we have indeed no choice for that's what we call "tian yi"... Perhaps.... it's just a smaller version of wiping out the earth's population... like in Noah's Ark... or... that's call cleansing the world of sin or whatever...

Love each other like we've never love before... Love one another like we have no tomorrow to love...

~AuRo`Na~
Friday, December 31, 2004

u think u know me well?

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

I'm not the kinda very typical girls.. people think i am...

I'm not open minded...
I'm not impatient...
I'm not a "many a lot'...

I don't have the determination like many girls to go on diet... to make themselves pretty... i will never tire myself like spending time polishing my nails... to look pretty... to stay pretty... and things like that... i used to put in effort to slim down... but more often than not.. it happens after a break up.. and when i was in secondary 2...

I went on diet to make myself.. slimmer.. seem more beautiful than usual.. to tell the guy that i'm living a better life... than i used to... I go on diet... cos i got sick... by being very upset... emotionally... Well, those are very very harmful ways of slimming down... but they are often the more efficient way and fastest way to see the results... I ended up.. being much happier.. and appitite increase and... then... poom! i'm back to the old fat self again....

1 year 8 months plus ago... i found myself a new boyfriend.. who combs his hair.. longer than the time... i need to wash up and get dress.... And he's always very image concious... for a guy's standard la... In many ways... i got influenced... then again... often.. i can't be bothered to look good.. cos i deem it as a totally unnecessary thing to do... Then again... he always complain that i complain too much about looking fat and yet does nothing to myself...

people around u... u'll notice they always tells u that u look gd? How true?
There are actually 2 kinds of girls which tells u that u look gd...
1st- bitches... or in other words.. more of a slut... They tell you that u look gd... so that in actually fact.. they hope u nver go slim down.. or try to look better.. so that they can gradually become better looking than you...
2nd- friends... real gd people.. real gd friends around you... They tell you that u look gd... cos in their eyes, you are always gd... better than other people... You may be fat... but in their eyes.. the goodness that you have actually cover up for the fact that you look fat! Otherwise... these women reall think that they look fat themselve... that in them.. all they can see is that they are fat.. and nothing else... get it?! baby?!

I feel so demoralised... i'm fat... or at least i know i am... people who are close to me.. knows that i have big thighs.. and they are really very big... I bet it has already become cellulite.. and i doubt being every possible to get rid of the.. i wonder liposuction is the only solution?!

Anyway... it doesn't help by having a bf who has ex gf who are pretty... petite.. and whatever things u r not... and it surely doesn't help at all... having a bf who's that VAIN!? to the ultimate?! he should be part of the Incredibles... being... THE VAIN!?

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Jealuosy... Possessive...

I can't help it... but to be jealous... and possessive... As much as i know that my bf can be trusted... and rely on... i have the other side of me which tells me that.. men are men afterall...

I'm damn bloody good at getting jealous and being possessive... i often give comments like... i can't trust the fact that i'm gd enough to keep him besides me... Then someone tells me that i don't trust him well enough... and he feels tat way too.. well.. sometimes la... But i'm pretty sure of my own feelings... that i doubt i'm good enough... girls who feel that they're fat.. will do anything to make themselves slim down... but not me... i think i suck... Yesterday morning.. he called.. and the very first thing he asked is if i'd went jogging... so i questioned if it's cos he finds me too fat... he said no.. that's for healthy living...

Told me just now that he'll be doing some... giving out flyers job for $15 a hour... maybe at Sentosa beach or in town... he told me that he has got 2 weeks before this assignment.. and he has to be bare chested... and that he need to go on a diet... I got totally pissed of by the idea... then he said.. that wasn't true... I felt very shattered... i wonder if it's cos i'm not open enough to the idea... or that i can't trust him enough... well then again.. there's something i know is very true.. that he always gets himself into awful mess with girls... that girls will hook themselve up with him.. and he often then not return me with no justice.. and got me very pissed off... I dropped silence when he mentioned the job to me... What's wrong with me... i know it's just a job... and there's nothing i should object to... But seems to me that job is offered by someone from NTU... and well.. who.. i don't know... cos that's what he says to me... i hope it's not some stupid shit things... well... i dont' know... i feel so screwed up... I hate the coming year... I hate it... cos i have no goo feelings about that... i feel that it's another year to get upset again...

Perhaps... for this new year... there's one very important thing that i should be considering... MY RELATIONSHIP with him... why stick to one relationship that doesn't allow you to look forward to a better year... a better beginning... a better life... when things are already.. in this case.. a very difficult relatioship...

Perhaps the problem is me... maybe that's the case...
Dying always seems a better option than anything in the world... it's not consolation that i needed... It's more or a change to myself that i needed... i hope i can become non chalent about things that's happening around the world... around me... cos that's what i'm bothered with most of the time.... haah.. selfish!? well... nothing of the material world matters to me... only the emotional part... I hope i can be bo chup about the things... and tat i will no longer get upset with minute details... and i hope i won't even be too bothered about things that i'll do to upset people... that in that case... i won't be bothered about everything else that's happening... I hate life... i hate my life... i hate......

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, December 29, 2004

from a book...

These are what i found from a book- STILL THINKING OF YOU( EVEN THOUGH I SHUOLDN"T BE) ... something which i feel depicts how people... how i feel about life...

- All the stuffs, all the stupid cliches, were true. Love did make you feel complete and important. It did drive meaning into a previously rather questionable existence. It did make you look at sticky kids and think 'one day'. It did make birds suddenly appear.

*Love does make wonders...

-I hated them all. I wished none of them had existed, but, as they had, i had this weird, illogical fantasy. I wanted to be every firl he's ever touched. The one that took his virginity, the college girls, the white ones, the black ones, the holiday flings, the air hostess, the ones he had loved, the stripper he slept with in Amsterdam for a bet. Even the ones he couldn't remember the names of.

*i know it sounded very freaky... for a guy... but that what i thought of... and... someone.. in some book had depict the whole of how i wanted the situation to be like... Indeed daunting... but the jealousy in me.. i think is too much to even think of... too terrible... Everyone sees me as someone who can have fun... play and take everything on the lighter side... But really... i'm not that kind... to matters of the heart... nothing... absolutely... nothing can i take it lightly... nothing can i be non chalent about... i do pity all those guys who have been with me... they have to have gd tolerance...

-It's impossible. What you want is impossible. It's such a waste of emotional energy being jealous of someone's past. I don't want to be part of Rich's past- It's far more important being his future. And in fact everyone has a past.

*this is a reply in the book of what was written further up... only to the end of the book that the women who gave this reply... actually is prone to jealousy.. and it almost caused her her marriage...

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, December 29, 2004

A topic for discussion...

You often hear guys say things like... "we talk about what we guys are supposed to talk about la"... So exactly what do they talk about?

CK will always say things like.. we talk about... big issues like..
-when will the north and south pole join up?
-when will the iraq issue be solved?
-when will they appoint new prime ministers....

Actually.. these are all crap shit... Anyway.. i do very much hope to be enlightened.. by u guys and girls out there... also.. please question those people around you...

I've always known that when guys are around... especially for those.. good for nothing idiots.. they'll tend to look at girls.. then discuss statistics and so on... but what about those.. better guys out there... opps.. i think i think too highly of guys.. that there are 'better' guys out there? haha.... anyway...

These is what i think of things that they say to each other...
-how's u and ur gf?
reply: ok lor.. nothing much...
-how's ur studies?
reply: haven't been too gd.../not that bad... i thought i couldn't do too well/nothing much la.. those people in my sch are worst of then me
-how do u think of this girl?(show picture...p.s. he has a gf)

Well.. i'm damn bloody curious!?! so damn too curious?! please someone.. enlighten me... guys too? calling out to Moo cha... JY... Vic... too... n girls.... please send me a mail can.. when u are free... this is the address to send to... aurona@seductive.com

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, December 29, 2004

2nd week of december...

Saturday, December 25, 2004

13rd December...

Today... a monday... i had injured myself last friday... as my ankle area... landed right into CK's elbow... it swelled... and it's damn bad an injury... too bad to even want to account for... Went to see chinese physician yesterday... and had accupunture...

Actually suppose to go swim in the morning.. but i thought i better not... so ended u having lunch at my place... and watch show in the afternoon... It's just a stay in day for me... my akle is still swollen... but i can walk la... was suppose to go Thai boxing training... but my boi is too damn lazy to go... haha... Had dinner with mum and Ck at Suki sushi... some place at hougang plaza... paid for the bill using my UOB card... cos it's entitled to 10% discount... There was this Novena furniture shop... so we ended up.. sort of window shopping at that shop.. it's big... and the furniture are nice... "the in thing now is the L shape sofa" i suppose... haha... seems like every sofa is L shaped... Anyway... after watching "THE SEX AND THE CITY" too much.. we short of adopted a lot of the slang and words frequently used... we ended up... telling each other.. when we were trying the couch or bed... "You F*** on that couch. You buy it!" haha.. that's what the 4 cool girls say to each other... in the show.. haha...

I got my results today...
Material Science- C
Maths- B
Physic- B
Life Science- B
Principle of Economics- B
English Profienciency- A

Finally.. i got the A i deserve for English... but... it sucks big time too.. it's not part of the core... general elective or prescribe... ah... big time- sux it! So... my average mean grade is only... 3.8.. not even a 4!!!! suck it! ARGH!!!!

14th December...
1 year and 8 month ago... was the first time i met up with his parents.. hm.. time really flies?!!? haha.... Anyway... today... was another day of slacking and lunching at my place... i'm suppose to register for my next semester's PE and GE... and Jingshunz as well... well... my classmates all did well for their exams.. congrats... and *sob sob* to myself... (STRESS!)

training at night... at chengsan... haah KARATE!??! yeah.... we went to have supper after that... we had a lot of talk about life.. and hardship... and the people around us... and how fortunate we are to not have troubles and problems... like the rest do... hm...

Dear friends... we always have to look at things from different perspective... how u look at things... actually reflect the presonality u have... when we are looking at things like gd qualities.. u should know that.. we should never have enough of those... but when it comes to life.. yes... indeed we have to constantly upgrade ourselves... our living standard... but when we're already leading a good life... we really have to bear in mind to be thankful for the things that we have... and not be too greedy.. yeah?!!?

15th December
We made trip to try to sell things off in order to earn more money for the trip... haha..
Anyway.. it's a wasted trip... the cash converter... really... shitty... an exercise chair for only $2... it's totally brand new lor... but.. haiz.. i also don't know what to say... u guys should try to bring things there and try to convert them for cash.. you'll understand how i feel... anyway... we went around AMK after that... to draw $$ and exchange it for Malaysian Ringgit... haha...after that.. i went for waxing... *embarrassed*... then went to look up Shifu! yeah... *Hilltop muay thai... oh yeah* best place.. the place where you find.. real cool teenagers.. who are determine to learn things well.. have full of confidence.. energy... and bunch of teenagers who doesn't waste time.. to 'diao' people.. or waste time loitering around... they are there to train.. and train real hard sia... haha.. they have the determination... and whatever.. it's just a damn good place lor.. have no other words to describe that...

Shifu... he's like... so close yet so far.. haven't seen him for a while.. he's at quite a distance ever since i'm with Ck... he sort of like.. put Ck in charge of me.. to take care of me.. haha.. hai... shifu.. will always be my shifu.. people who have seen him.. u all like him too right?! tok?! haha...
Once a teacher... always a teacher?!?!!?

16th December
Went swimming in the morning... but it's a very very uncessful swimming trip.. ended up in the spa... for like 15 minutes... too hot.. feel so giddy after that.. more more than half an hour... hahah... Then sort of like have a double date.. with James--CK's best friend and his gf... Life is so bored and meaningless... we sort of like travel from YCK to Jurong to Bishan.. haha.. quite dumb right.. but we have too much time to spare.. so.. we played "Dai Di" on the train.. in the bus... and whereever we go.. haha.. just to keep each other entertained.... but i enjoy it so much.. so carefre.. so 'troubleless'.. where on earth to lead a life like this... when school starts.... We had this sentence which we keep repeating when someone seems to have gd card and stuffs "Aye... enough hor.. i 'ren' u very long already" haha... quite funny... so carefree... life's so gd...

Oh.. we watch Ocean's 12.. on the double date... haha...

17th December...
to KL...
Woke up early in the morning..a t 7.. then pack up.. took a cab to Lakeside... and too the Konsortium bus... hm.. got the last seat.. the cushion is not secured... and.. i actually sort of slip.. and to stop myself from falling.. i had an abrasion... on my right hnad 4th and tiny finger... it's like... sanding away my skin and part of my flesh! Damn painful... the part seems to be like.. at least 1mm deep... i can't describe how bad it is.. it's just damn bad.. the skin wasn't there anymore.. and i almost cry when i was my hands after using the toilet.. at hte Tuas causeway...

--will continue about the adventure in KL... soon...

~AuRo`Na~
Saturday, December 25, 2004

O come all ye faithful...

Sunday, December 12, 2004

People goes to church... People goes to temple... People... In general pray... That's cos they have the faith in them...

When two people are together... What kind of faith should they have?
Faith that neither will have a change of heart?
Faith that neither will betray?
Faith that they need each other?

I have faith in him... That he'll not betray... But I'm afraid that he doesn't need me as much as I feel that I needed him... I have no faith that I'm needed...

Indeed... True that one without the other can still live on... But how terrible the feeling is... To have and to lose...

Around him... I see girls that are prettier, gentler, more demure, sweeter, more thoughtful, better at fighting (karate and muay thai which is his interest, even one of his ex gf- a black belt, is trained by him)... Who am I to compare myself to them... He's proud that i've made it seems that I hold other belt colors though I'm just a white belt... And that I have strength to kick better than his ex gf... But them again.. Haven't he been as proud or even much more when that ex gf of his got her black belt... And how she's the kata champion... The second girl with black belt in the whole group of people... Under our master...

I don't have the faith, the confidence that he'll stay with me... Yes true... For the past 5 days, we haven't been apart from each other except for those time we spent in the loo... But when he gets close with other girls... I can't help feeling that... He might just leave one day...

We have plans... Indeed... Much plans... Joint account... Family... Name for the kids... Everything... Whatever... Whatever... But I'm still afraid... I know he's human... With shortcomings too... But I can't seem to see his shortcoming now... I feel so blinded... blinded... That I keep doing things for him...

I injured myself last night... During karate training... Master compared me with his ex gf and said that I should get a change of belt cooler too... haiz... Lucky my own bf said that I can kick better than her... If not I'll KICK HIM!!

For the past few days... I've been with him... Going for training on Monday, Thursday, and Friday night... We went for like kind excursion things... Cycle for 5 hours... To Lin Chu Kang to drink chocolaty flavored milk... And had afternoon naps... Went for supper at Geylang... So many things... These few days are just so wonderful... There'll be some more of these... In about a weeks time... But soon school will start again... And my results will be out.. 14th... life will change... His results will be out.. 21st... Life's gonna change again...

How can I move on... I need to get a hold of myself.. I know I should... I should be independent.. I should know that.. life doesn't revolves just around him... And it's true... It's not just about him... I need to do my own things... Need to differentiate that... There are times.. I should spend by myself... I should pamper myself... I should love myself more than I love him... Do things for myself instead... I should have CHARACTER... To not be too bothered about the things he says... Instead make him be bothered about the things I said... Someone please help me... I really hope to hear from all u friends.. Your views.. On anything... I'm lost... I feel so lost without him...

~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, December 12, 2004

no faith?!

Friday, December 10, 2004

These few days... i've been with my boy...
These few days are suppose to be the bext time of my life...
These few days i feel that no one can loves me for who i am...
These few days i realised that i've been doing things for the one i love at the expense of my own time...
WHY? cos... i want to make it known to him that he can't live without him... that i'm perfecting his life so much... in each and every way... that... without me... he cannot live in comfort and in peace... That without me... he has to bother about all the small details in life which he will never even think of when i'm around... That without me... there's no one to give him a head massage... or wash his underwear... Without him, he won't be able to enjoy a trip without having someone to pack his stuffs... no one to make him laugh when his bicycle tyre puncture...

I went training with him.. every night... go Karate training with him... go cycling around the west side neighbourhood with him... saw his ex girlfriend.. who's like 5 yrs younger than him... black belt... karate... pretty caucasian...

He says i have the heart... though i'm not that pretty... i also "hao dai" won a hall queen title... I feel so no confidence... in myself?! in him?! in us?

I'm too easily bothered by the little things that he says... that he do everyday...

bro's back.. continue later.... see ya...

~AuRo`Na~
Friday, December 10, 2004

MIA

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

I'll be MIA for sometime... i don't know till when.. just have this little time to put up a bloggy... anyway... i'm in mixed feelings... feeling... happy and wary... and upset... inconfident.. and whatever at the same time... i don't know... i'm just very luan... will update more...

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, December 08, 2004

no one...

Friday, December 03, 2004

There's no one in this world is inevitable to others... There's no such thing as " whoever can't live without the other!"

There's this particular one person in this world who can accept each of your absurb behaviour... including your laughter which your friends find too loud to the way you throw your undies around...

Time will heal everything... every hurt.. every sorrow... every unhappiness... even can erase all the happy memories you once had...

Time seems to pass by too quickly when you are savoring the beautiful moments... then again.. passes too slowly when your heart is being pierced...

Life seems to encompass so much controversy... so much dilemma... so much uncertainty...

That's life...

Never ask why is life so unfair... cos life will NEVER be fair... till your five fingers are of the same length...

~AuRo`Na~
Friday, December 03, 2004

Perhaps, i'm not up to it...

Thursday, December 02, 2004

i may not be up to that category..
i may not match up to his pretty girl friends..
not as kind..
prehaps..
like.. i danm evil when i come to handling other girls.. involve with my bf.

not open enough.. can't accept him out with girls and this and that..
shit..
then.. not smart enough..
like those girsl.. that he know.

can't make him smile..
can't make him laugh as much..
i make him upset more than other girls does..
all i'm capable of he to go boxing and karate withhim..
then he can sort of show me off to some other peopel that.. i can kick and punch tha ti have strength..
then he complain that i very rough..
very chu lu?!

~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, December 02, 2004

He's back with me...

He seems to be on a routine thingy... that at some point of time... he'll go so far away from me... then some time later.... perhaps.. when he's bored.. or whatever.. he'll approach me once again...

Today.. went to CK's place for gym and went swimming... Then he came over for "LA BI XIAO XIN" and " SEX N THE CITY"... He's seems more lovely then he usually is... it's kind of hard to accept him when he's like this.. after a long time of cold shoulder... This time round.. he seems pretty normal.. like the him in the past... the one guy who wana chat with me all the time... and it was a wonderful chat... we could laugh and joke... it has been long since he wants to talk and chat with me... on his way home...

Last week he seems to can't wait to go home... in his dad's car... and he seems too busy with his every stuffs... anyway... i'll be going back for Karate training next week with him... should have been there like yesterday... but my GEe pants were in hall.. so i'll only be retrieving them back this saturday... Anyway... I should be free next wednesday night... HEy GIRL POWER CLUB!!! MEET UP ON NEXT WEDNESDAY EVENING? we can talk about that on saturday...

Ok... more about him... he's just sweeter than he was last week... If there are guys reading this.. then you maybe thinking.. why i'm like complaining.. since they are treating me better... and here's another enlightenment for my club members:

Enlightenment: Guys are shallow... Egoistic and doesn't seem to have absolutely any part of their brain that contains emotions

Add on:
Read the article "Let the president give you some enlightenment" to find out more...
And...
In case you don't know... women have emotional sensor at almost like 3/4 parts of the brains.. while the guys.. at most... 1.. besides... If the lump of cells that control emotion are like a 50cents coin in a women's brain.. then the men.. has only a 5 cent lump!? Get it!!
When they are young in the 20s/ 30s.... they seem to contain the most abundant. However as years past.. then i'd have to thank God and say that God is clever that he programmes apoptosis to occur when they're around... their 40s? perhaps... That's when your husband become... super super ignorant about your feelings... and find you ridiculous... Well, to experience apoptosis.. that's case 1... Case 2 is as such... The lump of cells... mutate.. and become... either cancerous... or they become super cells... So those which become cancerous... go around.. having relationships.. with younger women... in hope to find their youth back (which is highly impossible.. then again.. men do that cos they simply have no brains...) Those that becomes super cell.. will end up with exceptionally.. good relationship with their spouses... and that this kind of ability is most of the time passed on to the next generation of guys... cos.. guys... basically... have the innate ability to "Monkey see.... monkey do!"

Ok ok... i'm living on cloud 9 now... cos my man... of great sensitiviy is back... and i wonder how long will he take to go on a holiday again... and hm.... how long?!

~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, December 02, 2004