• where is he?
• what is he doing?
• who is he with?
• why can't he tell me?

I can't help but start to get suspicious... i dont' know what he's up too... recently.. he seems to busy for me.. can't be too bothered with me.. have no time for me.. that i have to blog so often to pen down my emotions....

I feel hurt... by him... super badly... that kinda ignorance.. that i feel that.. at most.. he 'loves' me... he's no longer 'in love' with me.. that's so sad.. It has been some time... since i last called him... but there's no reply from him...

Is he behaving like me... i wonder... but i can never let that happen... cos i'm too suspicious.. i get roused easily... said he would come over... now it's even worst that... quarreling.. not knowing where he is... Sorry... but i'm suspicious.. if he's like out with Union people... or whatever... I just hate this.. but most of the time... my guessing.. is right... well... do hope that's not true this time round... hm... i'm damn upset... That he can't do things to make me feel good about him... he's not doing things that i feel comfortable with... I think... i really have to reconsider this relationship.... It seems to be going down the drain...

I hope it's just me... being Paranoid...