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stirred emotions

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

for the past few months.. my feelings are only described to be "LUAN"...
For the past few days... almost to a week... the feeling is intensed... and extreme...
I can't blame anyone for the way i feel.. then again... i know it's not my fault that i'm feeling this way....

But i have to give thanks.. to people being around me these days...
my gf... guy friend... u know who u are.. jolly well...
And i have to say.. my bad mood has made me into a very bad person.. and treated.. and talk to my mum very rudely... Very big apology...

I need to get through this stage of my life... be it.. break off all my troubles.. or endure everything... or whatever crap... I feel like crying... i know that it's not all just my fault... I don't have to blame myself... but if i don't blame myself.. who else can i blame? Who will take up such a big blame for having made me upset for so long? no one will.. not even the closest person... Or at least i think he's the closest to me...

Feel like crying.. but i feel so sick of crying...
Too many nights... i'm upset....
I feel like pouring out my emotions... to the correct person.. but i dont' wanna be blamed for having those emotions... i know i will be blamed...

Lord... please help me...

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, November 24, 2004