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Phillip n Esther's Wedding

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

This is the don't know no what wedding i've been to in my whole life... and since last september.... i think i've been to like 4.. including today's... Hm... Who's Ester... she's my mum's best friends' daughter....

And.. i hate going to wedding... whenever the wedding march is sound.. i feel like crying... People who are close to me should know what's going on in my life...

Felt deprived of the kind of happiness every other girl are entitled to... The kind of happiness one can get on their wedding night... Indeed.. wedding dinner is a total "RARA" thingy... But i can never get a taste of it.. if i'm with CK still... I realise that... i can never go through the kind of wonderful moments every other girl wishes and are able to go through... be it.. grand.. less grand.. or just a normal wedding dinner.. Indeed i did mention.. and i feel that wedding dinner are just for show... But what about the part of my parents.... "wo dui de qi ta men ma?" I'm depriving them of the kind of 'showing off' that they deserve... Like every parent they are proud to marry their daughter off.. espercially if it's to a good family...

Forget it... I'm just an unhappy individual... I should be left to die by myself... Cos i'm all but just but cropped up by my own emotions... and thinking... I hate...

Anyway.. this is how i look for the dinner....

With credits to Siewfern's 500i Sony Ericsson camera phone.. and her as my photographer...

Let me know which photo is nicer leh!??!

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, November 24, 2004