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Friday, November 19, 2004

hm.. this is the 18.. and if i haven't done something i did in the past.. it'd had been.... 4yr 7 months to date... haha.... i'm in hall.. what am i doing here... waiting for my 'thumb" bf... to finish his last paper.... so i decided to blog.. well.. if everything goes well.. maybe.. i'll even attempt to come up with a new blog... soon.. hah... well.. that's if i'm damn bloody bored?!?!?!

In 15 minutes time.. i'll be heading back to #3... cos i have his damn keys... and i better be there early... if not i'm gonna get scolding from him soon.. again.. it's always like this... i just realise that i don't deserve to be scolded by him.. i don't deserve to always... be at his beck and call.. but... then again... it's not entirely his fault... i'd rather say that he's at fault to not treat me better that.. now taht i've been always helping him do this and that... he should NOT ever shout.... demand.. or do anything of sorts to me... anymore...

I was just folding his clothes.. then i realise.. i've been doing so much more than what a gf should do... so... i should be doted on more... instead i'm often reprimanded... Then.. again.. .haha.. all these are from me.. and.. anyone reading this should know that... we should not always look at things from one side... i mean.. not myself.. cos.. i can bluff.. i can lie.. to anyone else.. but i can never lie to my own self.. i can NEVER deny my own feelings.. right?!!?

Anyway.. i wanted to write a bloggy titled "NEEDS & WANTS".... but i thought it'd be nice to start it off with a speech i wrote... when i was in sec 3... well. .it won me a place in the PESA(Plain english speaking awards) Semi finals... so... it's worth to be talk about.. and show it to U!

So.. i think the other blog.. should come on... say. tomorrow.. night... or.. noon.. if my bro's not at hm... or... saturday... maybe sunday.. cos i'll be going back hm.. and... yeah.. dig that speech out?!!?
see you people....

~AuRo`Na~
Friday, November 19, 2004