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I'm cold...

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

It's the december holiday once again.. weather is getting cooler.... But will never be as cool as in the past decembers... due to greenhouse effect i suppose... I feel even colder in my heart... I feel lost... i'm sorrry to bore you people who are reading my blog down... don't mean it.. i want to be happy... but i can't.. i feel sad... lost... i called him once again... an hour later... but no one picks up the phone... I've always cast aside all my activities... for him... and in the end... i receive nothing...

I hate life like this... i really hate it this way...
It was never like this... till i entered NTU... it's the worse part of my life... i really don't like this...
I don't want it to be obligation... i want it to be LOVE...
I seems to have LOVE and LOST.... then again... if i knew i am to lose... i'd rather not have love... It hurts so much to fall so deep.. then suddenly... feel as though... there's nothing at all...

Was looking through friendster... then i found that... in there... those who are in relationship seems so happy... but what about me.. what about getting the photos of me and him in...
Life is bad enough with parental objection... and it's even worse now... With a lover's objection of 'being in love'...

Perhaps.. i should stand on my own... actually.. i know i should... there's not perhaps.. perhaps... perhaps... then again.. he's a bugger.. who made me so dependent on him.. that now... i find it hard to live...

I have my own difficulties... i have myself to overcome... it's just so sad... that... i'm intelligent in a way... to know who's lying to me.. and how some people have things up their sleeves... I don't mean to be suspicious.. but i can't help it... Someone please help me... to not think that much... Thinking gives me headache... thinking makes my heart ache...

~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Waiting for a phone call...

I was awaken by a phone call this morning... At 9.35am... Then that bugger said to call me back... Later... Later... Later... So I went back to sleep... In me.. Still wondering what is it that he got to do... Since he has already finish watching his show... Then... Someone else called me at 1pm... to disturb me.. to ask me to wake up to go to the toilet...

After i woke up... i came to realise that.. that bugger never hide things from me... And why is he like.. so secretive.. or rather.. doing this that seems to be a disappearing act... i questioned...

where is he?
what is he doing?
who is he with?
why can't he tell me?

I can't help but start to get suspicious... i dont' know what he's up too... recently.. he seems to busy for me.. can't be too bothered with me.. have no time for me.. that i have to blog so often to pen down my emotions....

I feel hurt... by him... super badly... that kinda ignorance.. that i feel that.. at most.. he 'loves' me... he's no longer 'in love' with me.. that's so sad.. It has been some time... since i last called him... but there's no reply from him...

Is he behaving like me... i wonder... but i can never let that happen... cos i'm too suspicious.. i get roused easily... said he would come over... now it's even worst that... quarreling.. not knowing where he is... Sorry... but i'm suspicious.. if he's like out with Union people... or whatever... I just hate this.. but most of the time... my guessing.. is right... well... do hope that's not true this time round... hm... i'm damn upset... That he can't do things to make me feel good about him... he's not doing things that i feel comfortable with... I think... i really have to reconsider this relationship.... It seems to be going down the drain...

I hope it's just me... being Paranoid...

~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, November 30, 2004

nickname?

Monday, November 29, 2004

Someones' nick in korean.... said to refer to me...

She is so beautiful
I've got no words to describe
The way she makes me feel inside

so how? what does this mean?

~AuRo`Na~
Monday, November 29, 2004

*Love* and *Being In Love*

He is no longer 'in love' with me... he just 'love' me...

What's the difference in being 'in love'.. and just 'love'?

Well.... some enlightenment again....

Enlightenment: Elements such as... missing that individual... the yearning of meeting the individual.... and.. the urge to stick together all the time is missing when 2 people are just loving each other...

Add on: People always say that the first 6 months of a relationship is honeymoon period.. let me explain that... in the first 6 month.. the couple are madly 'in love'... that's why they always yearn to be together... get it!

Extras: Ur men better say he's 'in love' with you... It's only then that u are assured a good life... that he wants you.. needs you... and is most happy with you.. in that way.. you'll too be super happy with him...

-tune in next time.. for the president enlightenment!

~AuRo`Na~
Monday, November 29, 2004

I've done more than enough...

Saturday, November 27, 2004

It has been 1 year... 8 months and 2 weeks into my relationship with my bf... And life hasn't been the same anymore... Not as good as in the beginning... perhaps... i've enjoyed a much better honeymoon period with him... than many people would get to enjoy.... and it's paying back time... to start suffering... and... in a way... suffer more than other people would...

2 days back... we had a joint account... at UOB... it's something that we'll be contributing money to every monthly... He has gd intention as he said things like... "wow like that.. then every 5 years we'll w/draw the money and put into fixed deposit.. then wow.. by the time.. we'll just nice.. have enough $ for our son's education"... Wow... sounds good right.. then again... i feel insecure... not confident... having the account.. only give me the feeling that.. he's ready to settle down.. in this case.. settle down with me.... but i'm not at all excited with that...

My roomie also has a joint account.. with her bf... and i questioned :" u wanna marry him?" she was cool and replied: "Marry or not also never mind"... Well... hahaha.. great minds think alike.. i suppose... anyway... CK asked my opinion when i told him about my roomie's comment... and asked if i think the same way too... and i said... "Even f i wanna marry also have to see if the other party wanna marry me.. and evern if the other party wanna marry me... i might not want to still!"

He's been non chalant with me... ignorant with things that are going on... and can't be too bothered with my feelings... i gather.. he must be sianz.. with me...

Was out with my cousins and granny just now... to watch movie... THE INCREDIBLES.... hahaha.. super nice cartoon... Yesterday when he was at my place watching tv.... my granny invited him... then he said he was going.. This morning.. he said he woke up with a headache... and don't wanna go... I feel that his words can't be trusted... he suck... that he always don't do what he says... and that's rather disappointing... So... he was not there... he said he 'd go to sleep... i gather.. he just need some rest.. before.. he can continue watching his show... and absor the story...

Perhaps... i'm not such a fun person to be with.... so much of no fun that whenever he was with me... he'd be laughing his head out... and keep saying "why i so cute"... haha.. so much of being with me is no fun at all... I'm so not fun to be with.. that.. everything will be done for him... that... he always have nothing to worry about... he need not worry about when he has to wash his towels... when he has to wash his bedsheet... Cos everything is done for him...

Since my papers ended... i haven't really spoken to him... and even if i did... he always end up... keeping quiet.. and say nothing... Perhaps... it's always so much better for him to stay at hm.. whereby... he has got no need to talk to me.. no need to answer my questions.. and be good at avoiding issues... And that... he can shake off all responsibility.. and just blame everything to his parents.. without a need to answer for anything...

Why do men like to shake off their responsibilty?

I'm afraid of approaching him.. i'm afraid to look for him.. cos most of the time.. he's tied down by his family... if not then he's too non chalant to be bothered with me... i wonder what has gotten into him... Perhaps... i'm too boring... there's nothing for him to look forward to in me... There's no thrill and excitement... nothing in me.. that's worth keeping.. tat's worth anything... Well... Or rather i'm only of useful values to him.. that... someone will wash his clothes... and someone... will bother to cook for him... talk nicely to him.. even though he should be the one at fault... I know.. i'm not selfish when it comes to him... But i'm upset for myself.. then again.. it's my own point of view... my own perspective... But how to be too bothered with what he's thinking... He doesn't wanna talk.. doesn't wanna communicate... and it's absolutely not my fault... For once in my life... i'm sure... i've done more than enough.. more than i ever should... More than anyone can do for him... This time.. i'm sure...

~AuRo`Na~
Saturday, November 27, 2004

Q & A Session

Question: Are you very confident about things that are happening between us?
Reply: Yes!

Question: Do you feel very assured by me?
Reply: Yes!

Question: Do you feel like there's nothing to worry about between us?
Reply: Yes!

Question: Do you think i'm very selfish?
Reply: No!

Well, i suppose i've done my part...
Then am i confident? NO! Do i feel assured? NO! Do i think that there's nothing to worry about?NO! Are you very selfish? YES!!!

Congrats to Siewfern... to be happy once again... Good to have found love... love is the most wonderful thing... that's when one person can grow in happiness and in love... Nothing beats being in a happy relationship.. and when i mean happy relationship.. it applies to being in all kinds of good relationship that is... family... friends... but one thing we can be sure is that.. the relatioship which will tend to lead us into the greatest amount.. of trouble.. hurt.. and sorrows.. are family.. and Boy-Girl relationship... People can say that BGR is kinda sickening.. and kinda... irritating... but... would like to say that... all relationsip.. marriage started off from a BGR lor... it's always a BGR.. it's just in which stage of your life so you experience it... ain't i right?

~AuRo`Na~
Saturday, November 27, 2004

stirred emotions

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

for the past few months.. my feelings are only described to be "LUAN"...
For the past few days... almost to a week... the feeling is intensed... and extreme...
I can't blame anyone for the way i feel.. then again... i know it's not my fault that i'm feeling this way....

But i have to give thanks.. to people being around me these days...
my gf... guy friend... u know who u are.. jolly well...
And i have to say.. my bad mood has made me into a very bad person.. and treated.. and talk to my mum very rudely... Very big apology...

I need to get through this stage of my life... be it.. break off all my troubles.. or endure everything... or whatever crap... I feel like crying... i know that it's not all just my fault... I don't have to blame myself... but if i don't blame myself.. who else can i blame? Who will take up such a big blame for having made me upset for so long? no one will.. not even the closest person... Or at least i think he's the closest to me...

Feel like crying.. but i feel so sick of crying...
Too many nights... i'm upset....
I feel like pouring out my emotions... to the correct person.. but i dont' wanna be blamed for having those emotions... i know i will be blamed...

Lord... please help me...

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, November 24, 2004

photos...

These photos are taken on Sunday.... yeap yeap.. the two stupid kukunaden playing with the tiara i won from the Hall #13 pageant.. hahaha...

This is taken earlier that day when we were in the Island!?!?.. they were trying to take a photo of themselves.. from my mercusy coated shades...

hm.. i can see wendy... and tok.. but too bad.. chris is out of the pic.. cos she's actually ony my NOSE!?!?!

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Phillip n Esther's Wedding

This is the don't know no what wedding i've been to in my whole life... and since last september.... i think i've been to like 4.. including today's... Hm... Who's Ester... she's my mum's best friends' daughter....

And.. i hate going to wedding... whenever the wedding march is sound.. i feel like crying... People who are close to me should know what's going on in my life...

Felt deprived of the kind of happiness every other girl are entitled to... The kind of happiness one can get on their wedding night... Indeed.. wedding dinner is a total "RARA" thingy... But i can never get a taste of it.. if i'm with CK still... I realise that... i can never go through the kind of wonderful moments every other girl wishes and are able to go through... be it.. grand.. less grand.. or just a normal wedding dinner.. Indeed i did mention.. and i feel that wedding dinner are just for show... But what about the part of my parents.... "wo dui de qi ta men ma?" I'm depriving them of the kind of 'showing off' that they deserve... Like every parent they are proud to marry their daughter off.. espercially if it's to a good family...

Forget it... I'm just an unhappy individual... I should be left to die by myself... Cos i'm all but just but cropped up by my own emotions... and thinking... I hate...

Anyway.. this is how i look for the dinner....

With credits to Siewfern's 500i Sony Ericsson camera phone.. and her as my photographer...

Let me know which photo is nicer leh!??!

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, November 24, 2004

I'm now sitting here... waiting for 1030 to come... I've been quite a spoiler... i spoil my own mood... I wonder why am i feeling like that... i've never depend so much on a guy for my emotions before...

Dream #1:
Abt Vincent and CJ... haah... saw those big Military events whereby when one person passes something.. or an award to another... they have to march in that slow manner.. and salute and stuffs... haha... they were doin that tin my dream... like the way i saw them did it in front of my face.... haha... i once even took part too.. they are suchfurnie people...

*woke up several times... so had several dreams*

Dream #2:
Dreamt that CK went to clubbing without me... and i kinda get pissed off... cos... well.. clubbing means flirting.. and he went with those girls.. form that stupid F*** camp... Shit.. Got damn pissed off and quarrel... in my dream.... well.. in my dream.. at that point of time.. he SUX!

Dream #3-A dream i had like on... saturday morning when i took my short nap in hall:
I dreamt of JJ... haha.. in my dream.. he's an undergrad... abd he's staying in NTU.. and in that dream.. i suppose to be with him... and when i went over to his room.. i saw a girl there... sleeping.. not on the same bed though.... then i questioned.. and he gave me crap ans *well it's a dream what do u expect?* After that i got damn fed up.. and gave him and that girl a tight slap... One big IRONY is that.. i actually went to CK's room to sleep over.. and yet.. i chide him for letting another girl sleep over.. haahh... was feeling a little weird in the dream.. about my own actions.. but.. then again.. i know i'm the gf.. i have the right to give him a tight slap.. haahaa.... anyway.. one very shiok thing is that.. the girl whom i gave a slap to.. is actually.. the girl whom i wanted very much to slap... hahahahaha.....

Well, i've gotta go.. hope the weather is "BIG SUNSHINY DAY!"

~AuRo`Na~
Monday, November 22, 2004

Time when i was still an SRJCian...

These are some photos of the times i were in SRJC...

This is my year 2 class... with Mr 'Muscle Low'... my tutor... hahah... at the track... nice right... so right.. this photo...

Same group of SRJCians.. but we are in the hm... don't know where to call thar.. arhgh~~~~ school compound la...

Coincidentally... i have this photos of us... after our graduation.. at Seoul garden... a small celebration...

~AuRo`Na~
Monday, November 22, 2004

late update for photos from Hall #13 pageant

Sunday, November 21, 2004

photo taken for pageant..

me... in casual wear... *he* --feel like i'm modelling for Mango..

Levi's and Mango should consider this photo... haha...

hm.. this is my partner... tk... n me...(in formal attire) he's handsome right... hm... *delicious*

~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, November 21, 2004

Ha ha... Women...

~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, November 21, 2004

*Raining*

hehe.... i'm in the mood to tell you people about my speech.. found another one... so might as well type it out now... It's again.. wholesale... hehe *giggles*

Sing: Raindrops keep falling on my head. Just like the guy whose feet were too big for his bed, nothing seems to fit. Oh...

Hmmm... Do you feel blue whenever it rains? Or maybe it's an ominous sign!

Sometimes I wonder, does God really like my family? It would always pour on us whenever we want to go on a family outing, thus ruining all our plans and dampening our spirits.

Doesn't it seems so coincidental that a minute just before the final school beel rings it rains? Or with your thick make-up and your most elegant dress on, it showers just before you step out of your house! At that point of time, don't you just hate, detest and loathe the rain!

Come to think of it from another perspective, maybe it's a divine intervention! Hey, it's a sign from God! He makes it rain earlier just before you set off so that you won't need to squeeze your way through to get some shelter while you pray fervently for the rain to come to a halt. See how good God is! He spares you from the trauma of havin dripping mascara, wet books and wet clothes.

In geography, we learnt that raining is the falling of condensed moisture in separate drops. And that is definitely a convenient way to get water! Imagine that there is no such thing called rain... So, where should we get water to quenched our thirst? Rain has also been an important factor in agriculture. So has the modern world, we need it in film shooting and so on...

In Singapore, our weather is so unpredictable that one minute, the sky is bright and scorching, the next, it's dark and gloomy. This weather pattern has definitely upset the weather predictions in the Chinese calendar. Our meteorological station may have sophisticated instruments, but , at times when the wind direction changes too many times a day, their weather report is not of much help too.

Mr Kiasu has a car parked under a bushy tree. During that long dry spell, dust and bird droppings were an inch thick on his vehicle. A stingy man like him prays hard for rain everyday just to save that six dollards of car wash. Finally, he has no choice but to drive his car for a bath as he had to go on a date with the dream girl of his life... Ai Swee! Well, it's expected what follows, it showers!

See no one can determine when the rain will come, neither can we will for it, not unless you know how to do the tribal rain dance, then again, only if it does help.

I remember when i was young, my brother and i would never miss a chance to play in the rain. Whenevr it showers we would dash off to monopolise the playground, to play on the slides and swings. Oblivious to all the hazards we're placing ourselves in as Singapore had the highest number of lightning flashes per square metre. I believer all present here who once played soccer in the rain or swan in the gushing huge drains certainly would understand this thrill and excitement. Needless to say, when my mum's around, she'd surely disallow that. However, this does not stop me from enjoying the chilly sensation of pressinf my face against the window. I can feel the vibration caused by the heavy and huge droplets splashing on the window pane. This vicarious feeling is almost as close to the experience of running in the rain. It's also amusing to see umbrellas of different sorts of colour and shapes popping up. The droplets of rain hitting onto the hard concrete ground causing the water to bounce back like mini fountains.

The onslaught of rains brings with it an earthy smell, which i always enjoy. But i was told that this would drain away my energy. But look at me, do i look lethargic or frail? Ain't i still standing here strong and healthy, none the worse for having smelt every downpour for the past, 10 odd years of my life?

Looking back at those times when i used to pack my school choes in plastic bags during stormy days and walk to school. Then in the dry and warm comfort of school tuckshop would i gingerly change into my clean dry shoes so that i can appear prim and proper.

Thanks to air pollution, i'm strictly forbidden from playing in acid rain. So, what else can i do except to curl up with Arthur Golden? The hours just slip by as i'm mesmerised and transported into another world, free from the harsh realities of daily life. When i next lift up my head, a beautiful rainbow'll always greet me.

Sing: Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high. There's a land that i heard of once in a lullaby. Somewhere over the rainbows, skies are blue and the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true.

The rainbows never fails to remind me that life is a kaleidoscope of colour. Strive hard in whatever you do for at the end of the rainbow is a potof gold awaiting us- u and me...

Ok ok.. i think the speeches are boring you down... That's all... no more liao.. unless i can still find somemore... hm... hahaa.. i hope u enjoy la!

~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, November 21, 2004

*Needs and Wants*

Harlow.. people... this is the speech which i promise to put up for you guys... I've lifted it wholesale... okok... so.. enjoy....

This is one speech which won me a place in semi finals for the national speech contest PESA- Plain English Speaking Award

Hello and good evening one and all...

Let me pose you a question. Do u know what your needs are?
Well, needs are defined as cirumstances in which a thing or a course of action is required.

According to Maslows' Law of Hierachy, we all have fundamental needs. We need air wich we couldn't live without for more than 10 minutes; water, without which, we will dehydrate in a week and food without which will drain us completely in 40 days, depending on your physical constitution and will to live. Maslow also stated that the next few higher levels of needs are a sense of belonging and a neet to self actualise.

Every individual has different needs. For example, a child living in the third world may need food and medication. A man dying of thirst needs water. A mountain climber high up on Mount. Everest, whose tank is empty, needs oxygen. A man living on the street needs shelter.

In this corrupt society of ours, many a time we are confused by the media and culture around us that we can hardly distinguished the difference betwen our needs and wants.

Well, a drink is a drink; and any drink that can quench our thirst is a good brink. And this is a need, a necessity. However, there are advertisements telling you that Coca-Cola is the real thing! Pepsi is the in-thing, is the funky thing! Is this a need or a want?

I've spoken to you about needs... Now, what about wants? Wanting is more of a choice; it is a desire, to wish for!

Many people want to be a millionaire! And that has caused them to make the one-eight hundred phone call, answer a few questions to go onto the gameshow and wait for Flying Dutchman to say to you, "Are you ready? Now let's play "Who wants to be a millioinaire!""

A love-lorn girl with her desperate "come hither" look is actually crying out for a need to be loved. She might want a handsome, macho guy to show off. A man in his 30s or 40s wants the promotion because he wants te money, the perks and the power that goes with it. Without that promotion, he becomes bitter, angry and less productive.

Very often, all that we desire has become so urgent in our lives that the wants have been redefined as our needs.

5 years ago, you must have heard of people talking about the need to have 5Cs, cash, credit, car, condominium and career! Are these really your basic needs or something that people just want?

Presently, we talk about the 5Bs, the Benz, bungalow, to have a least a Bachelors' certificate, your own business and to be a billionaire! Who knows, 10 years down the road, we might be aiming for As, aesthetics, academic excellence, astonishing riches, Alpha Romeo and so on...

Despite our very unique differences, we have one thing in common and that is: the need to love!

By now, i'm sure you are convinced that the media and our culture have tried to bribe us into believing that all our wants are actually needs. Aren't we manipulated?

Now that i've clarified the terms needs and wants. Do you still want to go around with the pet phrase, "I need this... I want that?".

-August 1999-

~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, November 21, 2004

filled with thought... feelings.. everything...

Friday, November 19, 2004

hm.. this is the 18.. and if i haven't done something i did in the past.. it'd had been.... 4yr 7 months to date... haha.... i'm in hall.. what am i doing here... waiting for my 'thumb" bf... to finish his last paper.... so i decided to blog.. well.. if everything goes well.. maybe.. i'll even attempt to come up with a new blog... soon.. hah... well.. that's if i'm damn bloody bored?!?!?!

In 15 minutes time.. i'll be heading back to #3... cos i have his damn keys... and i better be there early... if not i'm gonna get scolding from him soon.. again.. it's always like this... i just realise that i don't deserve to be scolded by him.. i don't deserve to always... be at his beck and call.. but... then again... it's not entirely his fault... i'd rather say that he's at fault to not treat me better that.. now taht i've been always helping him do this and that... he should NOT ever shout.... demand.. or do anything of sorts to me... anymore...

I was just folding his clothes.. then i realise.. i've been doing so much more than what a gf should do... so... i should be doted on more... instead i'm often reprimanded... Then.. again.. .haha.. all these are from me.. and.. anyone reading this should know that... we should not always look at things from one side... i mean.. not myself.. cos.. i can bluff.. i can lie.. to anyone else.. but i can never lie to my own self.. i can NEVER deny my own feelings.. right?!!?

Anyway.. i wanted to write a bloggy titled "NEEDS & WANTS".... but i thought it'd be nice to start it off with a speech i wrote... when i was in sec 3... well. .it won me a place in the PESA(Plain english speaking awards) Semi finals... so... it's worth to be talk about.. and show it to U!

So.. i think the other blog.. should come on... say. tomorrow.. night... or.. noon.. if my bro's not at hm... or... saturday... maybe sunday.. cos i'll be going back hm.. and... yeah.. dig that speech out?!!?
see you people....

~AuRo`Na~
Friday, November 19, 2004

Self Satisfaction?!

Thursday, November 18, 2004

We are often trying out best to satisfy others... in the expense of ourselves...
Something to ponder about?

Should we more concern with how others feel or more bothered with our own emotions?

Just when i entered NTU... My brother actually asked me if bioengineering is the course which i want to enter... Frankly, i don't know.. then again.. it's more of... not knowing what exactly is best for myself.. than not knowing if bioengineering is the one for me...

time has passed... and it's already the end of a semester... my exams have come to an end... eveyrthing's over... and frankly... i still don't know what's good and what's not for me...

I've lent a sum of money to this very good friend (of 13 years) of mine... and i ended up losing a friendship... and that... not getting the sum of money back... So terribly upset.... that... someone.. whom i see as one who takes pride in loyalty and friendship... being able to uproot that... years of trust... She leads a life of luxury... groom herself well enough... yet can't even pay such a small sum (consider to the amount she spend on her food and whatever) of money...

Anyway.... i'm sory of sinking into a depression state again... I feel that there's so much hope in the world... but many times... we can only keep hoping.. cos.. if the world is so beautiful.. there's no such thing as evil... satan... God... and whatever... hah...

This saturday.. which is 2 days later.. is my exam for English... but i'm not hopeful... have been soing well for the assignments.. but haven't done well.. for any English papers.. since JC2... Cos of some unforeseen circumstances... i failed my GP.. Again.. in NTU... something happened.. and i failed... my Qualifying English Test.... have been trying hard to prevent anything that will make me upset once again.. and do badly for my coming.. English Proficiency exam... but.. hm.. i hope it'll all turn out well...

Well, life is beautiful... i think we should always... try our best to satify others.. but not to the extent of self happiness... Well... It always take 2 hands to clap.. we always have to give and take... giving and receiving are just part of our life... no one can keep giving... We need to receive...

So... Which kind soul.. won't mind.. giving me something?! Love? Care? concern? attention?
*giggles*

~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, November 18, 2004

Let the president give you some enlightenment!!

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

*Why is it that men are called men?
Enlightenment: Cos they always forget what they promise and what they say within 24hours...
Add on: we Girls never do so...

*Why do men like soccer?
Enlightenment: Cos they are most of the time colour blind... So they prefer black and white colour things.. in this case... a soccer ball... So that they won't have trouble differentiating which colour it actually is.
Add on: the red and green colour thingy is missing on the Y chromosome.. which in case you don't know... XY-chromosome= male and XX= female

*Why is it that there is no such thing as FFS-Female Feminist swine but there is this existence of MCP-male chauvinist pig?
Enlightenment: Cos they are some big fat pigs with overwhelming big ego!
Add on: Even when they play games.. please notice they they often like to play war game and pretend to be a general of that game.. and when they play soccer games... they often prefer to play "Soccer Manager" instead...

Hm.. that's all i can think of now.. Tune in next time! See you girls... in the mean time.. Don't forget: "Girlfriend rock your world... Boyfriend rock the cradle!"

Girls rulez... Girls Rock!!

Lots of LURvEEEEeee....

*Your president truly!

~AuRo`Na~
Wednesday, November 10, 2004

tomorrow is EXAM!!

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

tml is EXAM! that's all i can say...

Feel so damn sianz..
so much feelings and emotions in me... haiz... express them after exams.. unless. i cannot tahan la..... miss me people!?!?!?

~AuRo`Na~
Tuesday, November 02, 2004