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It has been a long time....

Sunday, October 03, 2004

It has indeed been a long time stince i blog!!!! I don't remember having have such a long lag time before i blog once again.. let me see.. the previous time was.... hm.. last sunday.. now.. today is a saturday...

This week got to know a few goody people... like Vincent... don't know why.. but like him le.. think he's a very nice guy... and like his company... hahah. started calling him like brother like that... Very full of shit people.. and well, that's what i like about people.. like Jingshun too.. full of shit and full of crap... Had a very tough week start.. but wel, it gradually turn a lot better..

Relationship wise.. hm.. is better with CK.. he seems to realise how much he hurts me... and has been treating me a lot better... hope things will remain that way.. he's been sweet... or at least better... perhaps.. it is really true that.... "nan ren fan jian" that only when u start to ignore and treat them a little colder.. then they will be nicer to you.. or at least... taht's what my Shifu says..

Actually... now also very the not free... CK went to his da-jie's huose... to celebrate...her birthday.. and i'm at hm.. well, i think perhaps i've become more non-chalant.. or if not... then, i'm done with those kinda crap shit feelings... oh yeah.. whyt am i not there? cos his younger brother is there lor.. aiyah.. don't ask me why also. can't be bothered to say too much...

Anyway.. have a lot of things to do... Monday... Netball training... Tuesday...JAckass #2... Wednesday... Study.... Thursday... Study.... Friday... Study plus report... hahah.... Weel, actually found a new definition for this: UNIVERSITY== no life men!! ahahah....

Anyway.. a BIG THANK YOU! to VICTOR.. and my bitch JINGSHUNZ.. really thank them for being with me on sunday night.. so greatful.. i've in a way or another pissed JS off. but.. please.. forgive me... i really cherish ur kind of friendship.. crappy and candid..

Also.. Big thank you to my CK.. for being so sweet.. well, for now la don't knopw when u'll be cursed and swear at again...

Hm.. one thinki can't understand.. my mother stop calling me leh.... she always acall me once every 2 days.. but this week.. only called me on tuesday... then no more leh! i so sad. i waiting and waiting.. then don't have.. So sad... then today wanna comehome so much.. but then she gop out like only a while later... hm.....
Later going out with CK to eat yu pian mee fen!

Later i'll be heading back to the no life place! but i hope situation wioth him will be better.. if not remain the same please!!!!! cos.. his treatment towards me.. really affects me a great deal.. i can't help it.. but it does!! hm.. there's be a meeting tml night at 10pm... SIANZ...............

Oh yeah.. for the 4th time this month.. he ask the marriage question again.. what should i ans him?

~AuRo`Na~
Sunday, October 03, 2004