I want to take control of my own time!
Thursday, September 23, 2004
It's now 2.51am... in the morning of the supposed next day.. Thursday... And it's only now that i have time for this.. my bloggy...
Had a physics quiz this morning.. then a maths quiz... then took back material science paper.. had econs tutorial.. then went lunching with Yuanfeng, Aigu, Victor, Jiahui.. how can i miss out Alecia.. haah.. Ok.. the morning was not that bad.. then went back to hall.
My "Wash my clothes" day... i've declared! n.. yes.. i did wash my clothes.. and hm.. not that a bad afternoon spent.. doing my online tutorial... Then went to the SRC with Alecia for a 2.4 run.. for my 2 points for hall stay.. haah.. Wah piang.. no training and yet i've clocked.. 12:10 haha.. the best ever timing i've got.. i have to say that i'm lousy.. ( best time yet so long) hump!!
Yeap.. then went GYM.. hm.. my CK is so stressed up.. so.. i sort of understood it.. n i invited him to the NIE gym.. which after i met him.. i PS alecia n her roomie.. liling?!
Poor Cocky.. so stressed up.. have to try to relax him a little.. talk cock with him lor.. ahah.. then... i said that i have to go back to hall for meeting.. and do stuffs.. but he wants me to go study with him.. 'pei' him.. So well, actually i did... and.. now i feel so useles. so manipulated.. and in many ways.. in his control.. i should have said NO! why did i say yes?!? ah.. i'm so useless..
But don't worry girl.. i'll try to do some... um.... whatever u call that.. should no longer be like this.. it's only men at our knees.. not we at theirs...
I'm pretty upset that he used his notes to whack my head... hm.. n demanded for an apology.. waited for that for a long time.. an use many methods. well.. at least i got it in the end...
I had to walk back to hall alone these days.. and it's quite sad... most of these days.. i've been at his beck n call.. bringing drink.. food n jacket for him.. then.. have to walk back.. i'm useless right. or rather him!?!!? ahahah.... we are strong women.. we can stand on our own! ahahh....
Hm.... so so so so so so.... Manipulated?!!?!!
~AuRo`Na~
Thursday, September 23, 2004